Weeeee~ My fav tee from Forever 21~~

Finally, my granny had admitted into hospital on Monday night. That was a exhausted night. Noon meeting with supervisor, I'm the first student who meet Mr.Rishi for checking the questionnaire. Luckily, just need to do come grammar correction only. Pheww. After that, lunch with baby and shopping for skin care products. Then rush back home to get ready to send granny to hospital by ambulance. Sorry baby, can't have more time with you due to family problem. I was kinda pek cek while at the emergency wad, HUKM Cheras. The doctor called up my mom asked granny to admit into hospital without letter. Then while we're there, the emergency wad didn't allow granny to admit. Totally without communication at all! Hey, you guys got database right? Exploit the technology la! Sigh. I dunno how many times the hospital management had disappointing me since few months ago. But luckily, the staff finally reach the surgeon who in-charge of granny operation. Then sent granny went into the spine wad successfully. After "serving" granny, we're all exhausted. But I still need to prepare for my presentation. Oh my. Such a hectic life for this year. Sigh.

Today presentation can consider ok la, lecturer didn't complaint much about my argument. Hehe. But I'm still tiring for whole day. Mom told me operation for granny was postpone. STUNNED. Tml early morning need to go HUKM for details again. Pray gao gao liao. I need more time to do my research and assignments. Sobs Sobs.


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My dog, Q Zai had bite my shoe lace become like that. LOL. Nothing I can say. Just hope that next victim will not be my Adidas.

Well, Good Nitez

Please ignore my unusual body figure, especially small boobs. lol

Did one of the coursework draft til the midnight ytd, then slept for few hours get up for class. Thank to the chicken essence, I have enough clear mind to think for the innovation class in the raining morning. If not sleepy like hell. But, my effort of the midnight gone because lecturer said "NO" to my draft. STUNNED. RE-DO! F word shout under my heart, but still have to do it.

Not in the mood right now actually, just phone with someone, make me feel bad at the moment. Can't you imagine, a mom ask his son/daughter to ignore the current gf/bf, find another bf/gf to serve her better. WTF!
You're not the one who never take care of your own son/daughter, then now you want your son's/daughter's bf/gf to serve you purposely? YOU FUCK OFF!
Not everyone must listen to your command and do things according to you. WHO THE HELL ARE YOU?
You don't like him/her because the person never listen to you? You don't like the person because he/she was capable? You don't even like the person because you worry he/she can't take good care of your son/daughter in the future? or you just because of selfish to want the person serve you like a queen in the future? PLEASE, SHUT YOU MOUTH UP!
You don't have such qualification to judge someone that you don't even know. You don't have such qualification to ask people listen to you command. You don't even have such fucking qualification to said that to your son/daughter.

So what? TALK TO MY HAND!

*I need to sleep...sibeh tired because of not enough sleep and MC*

My room ish MESSY!! lol

Went out for k session with Teng and Tracy today. Miss Sabrina, she was not here with us today since she went to singapore without told us. Adeii, i really miss my social life. ;(
Chilled a while at chatime then need to back to granny place again. Sorry guys, can't chit chat and have more time to spend with you guys, I really hope to enjoy my time with you guys, but I can't. Why? Because every night I have to be a "private nursing" for my grandmom. She had injured her spine last month, now is waiting HUKM to confirm the date for operation. I dunno how long we still need to wait， but I really pray as soon as possible. My mom was the one who in charge and decide everything, can consider as the family leader among others. But this lead to everyone is rely on her. I knew she was stress enough ady, the only thing i can do is share her burden and help her every night.

Sorry to say that, the elder peoples really hard to satisfy. Granny made us really out of the mood and "pek cek" all the time. What to do? Pray hard for the operation lor... *sigh*

I really dunno what the hell is the government doing? Never look at us who are not affordable to pay for medical fees and even make the patient await for the urgent operation. *double sigh*

Well, the Pejabat Kesihatan came to spot check again. *due to I stay at goverment flat, can't breed dogs, but I DID!* Kena another warning letter, so what? You guys just wanna get money from us for raya is it? Whenever you guys raya or we new year, you will appear suddenly. I'm not racist, I'm blame about the specific group of people! But the main problem is who??? Obviously, the G again.

Now need to pray again, everything can get smooth and move into my new house as soon as possible. ;))

**Continue my coursework...work hard!***

currently, i'm still very very busy about my degree courseworks
one dissertation, two group works, and two more individual works
a lot of research and reading need to be done, somemore need to type out and think how to related this to that *fainted* no time to hanging around anymore *sob*
a day, 24 hours is not enough for me always *sad*
i gotta catch up and work hard! but stress come after me anyways...Arghhh


SAMSUNG GALAXY S II is L.O.V.E ♥




Bought a pair of new shoes~ weeeeeee *release stress purpose*

Quote for today: " busy = tired = not enough time = unlimited tasks = stress "

语无伦次 之一

我就是个不讨长辈喜欢的人
样子嚣张，性格强硬，这是生活逼成的，我没得选
可以选的话，我另愿做个单纯的女生，傻傻的过一辈子
我不能做些什么，只可以当作什么都不知道，不去理会
一边吃饭，一边落泪，而且在大庭广众
哈哈，可笑吧
多么坚强都好，我还是败在情感上
忙碌的生活，上课和照顾家庭，还有一大堆功课，还要陪某人
我睡觉的时间可以说再见了
可惜，身体不争气，很快就累垮了，偏头痛几乎天天来拜访
不睡觉我怕会痛死啊
压力，折磨得我神经兮兮的，脾气来的暴躁
我就来崩溃了，虽然才崩溃没多久，呵呵

想在这个时候得到安慰
他却在这个时候去看电影
我知道他也需要解压
但是每当我需要他的时候，
他却不在
我只能靠自己

太过强势，也是种错
哈哈，做人真是矛盾

Segi High Dean's List Award

I got my high dean's list cert for my diploma stage!
WEEEEEEEEEEEE~
This cert not everyone can get it, it is just for the student who get CGPA 3.5 above.




The girls~

Actually get this reward months ago, just have no time to update my bloggie.
My grandmom issue was settle, just wait for the HUKM to confirm the date for operation.
My studies still on going, stressful life.
Just relax myself from Redang trip with boyfriend few days ago.
Feel good, but tired sial. I need massage~ lol

Oh yeah, Congratz to my bf's gang, Elecoldxhot who won Showndown 2011 champion!
:))

Update more soon~!

这几天的心情，一点也不好受
压力，烦躁加忧心的combination
情绪好不到哪去
想去把功课做好，但就是没有那种心情与动力
无奈的过每分每秒
看到生病的她，我更加无奈
我，就没有能力去帮助她吗？
我，就那么无能？
我，就那么不成熟？
原本答应的事情，结果却不理想
给某人带来了麻烦，我真的很过意不去
我真的很放不开
如果下次与某人见面时，我会极度尴尬
加上degree的压力
我真的不知道要如何去解压
半年了，我还适应不了那种压力
我真的很失败
但是没办法，我还是要硬撑

真的，
我放不开

Back to college life. That's means courseworks begin again.
Tons of works waiting for me. I wish to have more time for bf, friends, family, coursework and of course, for my own interest as well. ;(
Just chilled with my buddy, I like to hang out with friends. But, there is always a different face of me for different gang. Each channel is different as well. Is this consider fake? You might feel I'm fake. But this is the way to survive in this realistic world. So, we need to learn how to wear different mask in every different situation. Bcoz of my fierce face, some of my classmates don't even talk to me after half a year. LOL. I think I should change my cacat face. ;p
Well, my mood isn't good for these days due to grandmom sickness and some emotional issue. No doubt, I still not yet "TOUCH" my assignments yet. Mr. Tony just formed 4 new groups on Friday. I'd separate with my gang. Group with Penny, Sandra, Nic, and Xu Fei. Three quite smart students and one China guy. I hope can work successfully with them. ;)


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差一点把我的blog给遗忘了~ *泪奔* 忙了好久阿，终于有点时间上来收拾一下惨局~ LOL.
上个月都在为courseworks冲刺。赶工赶到三更半夜，另一天要上课，然后继续赶工。而且还要double来啊~ 说真的，那种生活刺激到出乎意料阿。*途中崩溃了无数次*
刺激的后果，就是病魔的降临阿。原本一个星期的假期，就将毁了。*再次泪奔*
加上工作关系，不得为衣服要赶工。但是结果并不是很满意，client好像不怎样喜欢，相似给某人带来了麻烦。真的很对不起，当初答应会做到好好看看，但是结果不理想。*down极了*
病魔的来袭，身子更加虚弱了。咳嗽，发热气。头痛，肩膀痛。一次过把挨夜累积下来的虚火爆发。身旁的人都一直唠叨我要照顾自己。我看啊，是时候要调理身子了。打算去买cereal来吃，还有什么好建议阿？？
家事还是那么繁忙。最近婆婆跌倒了，扭到腰和脚的经。但是眼看他那么辛苦，却不能为他做些什么，觉得自己很无能。如果我有车就可以随时载她去看医生。但是我，就不那么不中用。
新家的手续已经接近50%了，我也算是半个屋主了。想到出来工作，还PTPTN,house loan,家用，出车，还有很多很多financial的问题，我的压力更大了。家里我最大，妈妈也辛苦了那么多年，我要扛起这个家。Bandaraya又找上门来了，因为小狗的关系。我的顾虑，实在是很多。但是以我现在的能力还不够，我要更加tough去面对不同的问题。我很想很想有能力去解决一切的问题，只是现在的我无能为力。I feel that I'm so useless at the moment. Baby说，很多事情都不是在我们的控制范围内。但是我还是放不开。If I'm not continue my degree, maybe everything will be fine? 这种念头在脑袋闪过。为了家更好的未来，我还是要撑下去。明天就开课了*其实昨天就开课了，就是为了工作旷课*，要把手头上的coursework作了断！虽然说一个星期的假期没有休息到，要重新出发！

**For my Beloved Cousin Bro**
时间真的过的很快，昨天是你离开我们的一周年，你在那里好吗？
你可要好好的保佑我们哦~不然下次去探你不买寿司给你啊~哈哈
这一年来你都去了哪里啊？环游世界吗？那一定去了很多地方吧~
等你抱梦给我啊！告诉我去了哪里！阿表！我们都想你！但是别让我们的思念拦住你哦！

败家日记

**collection of my rings**


**new spec**


**my fav new T**

哎，败家的我受不住诱惑，又跑去买衣服，首饰，鞋子了
说好了要储蓄，但是对fashion的热情就是扑灭不了
50% offer 的确是个很大很大的引诱
我败给了Vincci 的大减价和Cotton On的design ORZ
post purchase stage, 我有点后悔
虽然花了100++，我的shopping欲望还在澎湃中
难道真的要靠花钱来发泄压力？
argh, 多多钱也不够我发泄阿~
功课对在眼前，就是没有心去做，完全是堕落的状态
神阿！请打救我啊！让我清醒阿！！！

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Heyyy! I'm back to update (finally)! lol
One assignment and presentation is down! 2 more need to be done within 3 weeks time, except God bless me, I had nothing else to say. lol

WELL! Finally I had visited I-City located at Shah Alam.
Nice place for shooting. Worth to be visited place.
A memorable night with gang.


NEXT, babe Zoie birthday party. Not drunk, but a but high. lol


And, finally a lovely picca with another babe, Choco.


THEN, yesterday night a gathering with ex-schoolmates.
CRAZY to the max, I'm drunk, seriously.
But I still know what am I doing, luckily nothing embarrassed. lol
Chop off my hair again at Fahrenheit88, Toyako Saloon.

Picca credit to Alex and Qing. ;)

More updates will be right there.

**Argh, I'm so into BigBang recently, especially GD. OMG.

It's all about them

This post is all about... BIG BANG!
The only the first Korean group that I prefer the most! Actually I'm more to Japan freak, but Big Bang is the only group inspire me. I'm more familiar with Japanese and their culture too. But for Korea, non of their language or culture that I know. LOL
But try to learn and understand lorr, no harm to learn a new thing right?
Oh my, I'm so fan girl mode right now bcoz of them. Such a long time not being fan girl after chasing Kat-tun from Japan. lol
Well, the first time I heard about them was from dear. He asked me to find their "Number One" album on the net since he want to use their songs to dance. I was Okay. The songs in that album was totally in English, I was surprise that wow, Korean can sing English songs without any Korean slang. Then, only "Haru Haru" in Korean and "Candle" in Japanese. I was quite impressed with that album. After that, I keep on update about their new songs. "Tell Me Goodbye" was my favorite songs when it debuted. I was so into TOP on that MV. lol



The Leader, G-Dragon. Actually, the image he gave me is like "Prince who with Lansi face". But after I watched the interview of Big Bang. I realize that, he was so cute!!! OMG!! Addicted to his smile. Yes, I love to see guys smiling face. I was damn high when he said in the interview "He likes short hair girl."


I love his smile in this picca! XD Cute until the max!


Next, TOP. The first impression of TOP is COOL. He always looks cool. He gave me the feeling of "MAN". I love guys who looks man!! The way he confess to a girl was damn sexy with his voice (in the interview video). He is the first one who I addicted so much. But now change to GD. lol


TaeYang. The first Big Bang member that I recognize since his dancing was famous until my dear keep on saying about his thing. lol The "Wedding Dress" song, my dear keep on playing everywhere he went and even dance the step. This made me feel annoying toward TaeYang. lol


Daesung. I like to listen to his voice during listen to BigBang songs. His voice is quite special for me. I'm very impress to his voice while listen to their songs. He always smile, therefore, I call him the one who with small eyes and shine smile. lol


Seungri. He is same age with me!!! wtf!! He is the most funniest person among the group. Well, you can know via watching their interviews. lol

Let's share their new songs just released yesterday! ♥




Edit:
Actually news from FB said that Big Bang and 2NE1 are coming to Malaysia on June 4th.
I was kinda happy and excited to meet them! But!! I just know that the news are FAKE!
Due to this LINK, YG announce that they didn't have such plan to Malaysia during June.
How sad is that. ;(

Ady set Stupid Liar as ringtone. lol

Ole-ole Bali

Me and my classmates went to Ole-ole Bali at Mont Kiara Soho KL to celebrate Sherly's birthday. Such a long journey to Mont Kiara bcoz we don't know the actual way to there. Thanks to Sherly, the human GPS among us. Haha. She lead us all the way via phone call.

I heard from mom that Ole-ole Bai's foods are quite nice. So I develop kinda high expectation to it. Foooooodsss! :D



Every tea they offer is serve with a piece of nut. ;)






The birthday girl


This Nasi Lemak taste nice!!! Seriously!


The Chicken and Lamb combo.


the special corn for the birthday girl


group picca of our piggies




Hope all the wishes may come true for you darling! ;)

生活都是一个字， 忙！
刚搞定了一份proposal, 还需要double check
希望就过关拉~ 祈祷祈祷
压力还是那么样咯，没胃口吃饭
朋友都一个个说我瘦了很多，逼我吃东西啊
压力阿，都靠打game来发泄，但也没有见的好
希望向苦瓜学习吧，苦过后会更好
在FM听过一次后就超爱这歌，加上我热爱eason的歌
恩恩，要去接受吃苦瓜了

还有很多post要up! 要勤劳点拉~

*waiting for Big Bang limited edition version's Love Song and Stupid Liar!!*

身心劳累，从来没有读书读到如此的压力
功课繁忙，时间紧逼，很难有时间做想做的事情，
就算想发泄，也不懂得要如何来发泄
这个星期把功课给赶完了，下个星期的功课已经在等着我
啊啊啊啊啊啊，要变成铁人了 ;(
其中一个同学由于diploma failed了
不能继续degree, 他是我的group member
现在，3个人做东西，变成2个人做，而且要backup另一个人的工作
天啊！由于我是leader，我的压力更大了，真的担心做不来
今天，和宝贝诉苦时，在大庭广众之下，眼泪不禁的掉了下来
是我太嫩？还是不够坚强？难道我把太多东西扛在身上？
就算多难得障碍，我还是得要想办法靠自己跨过

但是，
我真的不懂得释放压力，很痛苦 ;(((((

Q Zai Diary : Port Dickson

"It's time to blog" I always remind myself
but, I'm too busy and stress on my assignments ;(
my aunt had said I'm too thin, thus my dad gimme a call to nag to eat more
I'm too stress till no appetite to eat, sumore kenot take heavy stuffs coz skin problems. Sigh. Dunno what can I do, just try to eat more meat since recently always feel dizzy and headache.
Today I started to feel that "can I just stop studying and come out for work?"
The homework plus assignments are super heavy for me, every week and everyday I gotta do research and reading. Actually is fine for me, but time is not enough!! One subject due date is next month, although it's group work, 4 people in a group, but only 3 person are doing the work. Gosh, that's why I insist don't want a foreign student to join our group. Not racism or what, just because they always not coming for class and even not doing the work. Aduiii...
Besides that, another subject lecturer want us do presentation everyweek based on the article and research AND do the Q & A sections. This subject is the most difficult one. ;(
Another is dissertation, well, I think it should be no problem, but think aboout the 10,000 words that I gotta type out based on my research, stress is coming to me.
That's why I feel like wanna quit for study. But I'll strive for my degree for my future and family. Stay tougher and tougher!! *this is the most tougher study period that I never experience before, I can't imagine if I continue master or PhD...swt*

Back to the topic! It's blog for my lil' bro Q Zai!
Last month we brought Q Zai and Bobo together for one day trip at Port Dickson and Seremban.





Seee, Q zai is inside the bag


Our brunch inside the car...














Actually this two fellow were pee-ing at Tesco parking lots... lol


We're at Seremban




PD seaside


This is my first time playing the kite, not bad experience
just the sun damn hot on the day, can't even stand for 5 mins


cousin bro with his lovely daughter, Bobo






My mom gave ice cream to them
I always scold her that don't simply gave whatever thing to them to eat
Finally, Q Zai is sick yesterday and bring him to emergency veterinarian












End of the day, dinner at Seremban famous seafood restaurant





Well, next will update for my piggie birthday bash ;)