身心劳累，从来没有读书读到如此的压力
功课繁忙，时间紧逼，很难有时间做想做的事情，
就算想发泄，也不懂得要如何来发泄
这个星期把功课给赶完了，下个星期的功课已经在等着我
啊啊啊啊啊啊，要变成铁人了 ;(
其中一个同学由于diploma failed了
不能继续degree, 他是我的group member
现在，3个人做东西，变成2个人做，而且要backup另一个人的工作
天啊！由于我是leader，我的压力更大了，真的担心做不来
今天，和宝贝诉苦时，在大庭广众之下，眼泪不禁的掉了下来
是我太嫩？还是不够坚强？难道我把太多东西扛在身上？
就算多难得障碍，我还是得要想办法靠自己跨过

但是，
我真的不懂得释放压力，很痛苦 ;(((((

Q Zai Diary : Port Dickson

"It's time to blog" I always remind myself
but, I'm too busy and stress on my assignments ;(
my aunt had said I'm too thin, thus my dad gimme a call to nag to eat more
I'm too stress till no appetite to eat, sumore kenot take heavy stuffs coz skin problems. Sigh. Dunno what can I do, just try to eat more meat since recently always feel dizzy and headache.
Today I started to feel that "can I just stop studying and come out for work?"
The homework plus assignments are super heavy for me, every week and everyday I gotta do research and reading. Actually is fine for me, but time is not enough!! One subject due date is next month, although it's group work, 4 people in a group, but only 3 person are doing the work. Gosh, that's why I insist don't want a foreign student to join our group. Not racism or what, just because they always not coming for class and even not doing the work. Aduiii...
Besides that, another subject lecturer want us do presentation everyweek based on the article and research AND do the Q & A sections. This subject is the most difficult one. ;(
Another is dissertation, well, I think it should be no problem, but think aboout the 10,000 words that I gotta type out based on my research, stress is coming to me.
That's why I feel like wanna quit for study. But I'll strive for my degree for my future and family. Stay tougher and tougher!! *this is the most tougher study period that I never experience before, I can't imagine if I continue master or PhD...swt*

Back to the topic! It's blog for my lil' bro Q Zai!
Last month we brought Q Zai and Bobo together for one day trip at Port Dickson and Seremban.





Seee, Q zai is inside the bag


Our brunch inside the car...














Actually this two fellow were pee-ing at Tesco parking lots... lol


We're at Seremban




PD seaside


This is my first time playing the kite, not bad experience
just the sun damn hot on the day, can't even stand for 5 mins


cousin bro with his lovely daughter, Bobo






My mom gave ice cream to them
I always scold her that don't simply gave whatever thing to them to eat
Finally, Q Zai is sick yesterday and bring him to emergency veterinarian












End of the day, dinner at Seremban famous seafood restaurant





Well, next will update for my piggie birthday bash ;)

Hello! Aiks, neglected to blog again. ;(
My skin problem still there, so sad. Not dare to camwhore, duh. Is no mood and confidence to camwhore. ;(((
Just get my new spec from uncle. Still own him half of the price of the spec. Officially bankrupt now. No jobs recently and no time to work also. How critical my life is! Gosh.

A lil' photoshop for my cacat face. Not to scared you guys with my worst-pimples face.

FYI, I had a surprised birthday plan for my baby. Actually not that surprise also. He knew I'm going to Genting celebrated with him. Bought him a wallet and hand-made a birthday card. ;)






Tried Tutti Frutti with lil'sis last week since she wanna try so long ago. Brought her to Timesquare and treat her a cup of yogurt as well. We had ordered low fat Oreo milk with toppings. When I paid at cashier, I was "WHAT?" Cost me 13 bucks plus for a small cup of yogurt ice. Duh, actually for me, it taste normal only, not so prefer to yogurt ice. I rather spend 13 bucks on 2 cups of chatime. LOL






Next, birthday dinner with Tracy, my primary classmate. Yeap, I still keep in touch with my lovely primary classmates. There 7 of us who close to each other during standard 6. But now, only left 4 of us. Why? I can't tell, coz reality lead it. lol
We headed to Tenji, Soho KL. Actually we intend to go TAO buffet, but due to time reason. We choose Tenji. I can say that, such a bad experience at Tenji, seriously. But, as my opinion, it's better than Jogoya. I didn't captured much, exhausted to the max on the day. Not enough sleep - 6 hours class - meet with gangs - dinner - supper
*another thing I must mention, Soho KL such a place that seriously super hard to find. without my HUMAN-GPS-system as known as Sherly Chen helping, I dunno whether can reach on time or not





Wooo, lastly post a picca of my lovely bro. Q zai! ♥

P/s" Big Bang is coming to Malaysia! Such as great news! but everything still under TBC. I wanna meet GD and TOP! ♥ Heart TOP and GD a lot after saw the "Secret Garden BB version" at youtube. EPIC to the max. lol

Gonna start my surprise birthday plan for ♥ on Saturday. Hopes everything goes smooth.
I always wanna show this song to him, but never got a chance. Well, just a lyrics present everything from my heart.

“下半生准我留住你 一直相爱”

p.s" Early greeting Happy Birthday to one of my piggie, Sherly Chen ;)

Short update about recently!

I still having the skin problem. So sad I had spent around 400 bucks on Clinique products and it doesn't look effective on my face. My acne still keep on "visit" me day by day. I'm so down when look at the mirror. I did survey on the Internet and according to Shawn, Skin Food is effective for acne skin problem. I have no choice, gotta try another range of products from Skin Food. Whatever solutions I will like to try now in order to heal my skin problem. Bought lemon, orange and some Chinese's Herbal medicine, start to enhance from inside the body and heal outside the skin with the skin care.



Spent again 180 bucks plus on these


A free gift from Skin Food. Looks like Naraya brand, agree? lol

Yes, I'm kinda busy for my degree right now. Indeed, the workload is fantastic-amazing-great for us. I need to research on many things but time is not enough for me. Somemore need to incharge as a group leader for PR subject. All of these make me feel pressure, can't even don't know how to express my feeling out. My emotion getting worst for these few days. The one who suffer from my attitude of course is my baby boy. Thanks to him who always being tolerate for me.

The articles that I need to read for this week for one subject.


1cm thick for those articles

Tomorrow is morning class, but I still need to research on the title for my dissertation. ;(

Good Nite

p.s" Happy Birthday to my beloved Bro, Kenny Foong Jia Jye!

Melaka 1 Day Trip * Pt.2 Satay Celup

Here was the restaurant that we had our dinner.
I remembered it was around 5pm, and we waited for around 40 minutes for our turn to eat.
The peoples were keep on coming to wait along the long long queue.
What's so special about this restaurant? Well, this restaurant is very well known at Melaka.
It had broadcast into TV programs and many overseas actors visited too.
The specialty of this steamboat restaurant is... the soup! The soup we always use to eat are Tom Yam or Vege soup, but this restaurant only provide one Satay sauce as the soup!
Interesting right? I'm not into spice foods but I tried few of its, really taste good!
If you're in Melaka, have a try at this restaurant. ;D
The foods are count by each stick of whatever meals you take. Self-service of course for you select whatever you wanna eat. Price for each stick is RM0.90 and there are many choices.
We had no worry about the price and keep on eating and eating since it's so cheap and worth!






The specialty Satay Sause!


All of us look so excited




The big prawn!




The owner of the restaurant who is kindly, treat us special offer which other don't have.
He took another bunch of seafood that not serve on the counter for us to enjoy.
We was like looking around and realized that we're the only table had this! OMG!
We continue eating and enjoy the moment. Suddenly, the owner came to us again with few cup of Sheep Milk with alcohol. All stunned at the moment and the owner said "Free for ladies night!"
WTF? Ladies night? lol. David was so happy to see alcohol since he is a alcoholic. We just accepted and drank whatever the owner offered. After that, the owner took a bottle of wine and came to us AGAIN! OH MY! I was shocked and asked "Ehhh, do we need to pay this arh?"
The owner said "Good! Good wine! Make from Australia! Suiii!" and terus opened the wine in front of me. I think he might know we from other states, he just special treat for the 1st time visit customers. When I went to toilet, I saw a lot of CCTVs around the restaurant and the owner sat inside to keep an eye on the CCTVs.




Here is some information for the Satay Celup Restaurant. Visit their website for more. :)

*I think the dinner time is the most enjoyable moment for whole trip. lol*