Please ignore my unusual body figure, especially small boobs. lol

Did one of the coursework draft til the midnight ytd, then slept for few hours get up for class. Thank to the chicken essence, I have enough clear mind to think for the innovation class in the raining morning. If not sleepy like hell. But, my effort of the midnight gone because lecturer said "NO" to my draft. STUNNED. RE-DO! F word shout under my heart, but still have to do it.

Not in the mood right now actually, just phone with someone, make me feel bad at the moment. Can't you imagine, a mom ask his son/daughter to ignore the current gf/bf, find another bf/gf to serve her better. WTF!
You're not the one who never take care of your own son/daughter, then now you want your son's/daughter's bf/gf to serve you purposely? YOU FUCK OFF!
Not everyone must listen to your command and do things according to you. WHO THE HELL ARE YOU?
You don't like him/her because the person never listen to you? You don't like the person because he/she was capable? You don't even like the person because you worry he/she can't take good care of your son/daughter in the future? or you just because of selfish to want the person serve you like a queen in the future? PLEASE, SHUT YOU MOUTH UP!
You don't have such qualification to judge someone that you don't even know. You don't have such qualification to ask people listen to you command. You don't even have such fucking qualification to said that to your son/daughter.

So what? TALK TO MY HAND!

*I need to sleep...sibeh tired because of not enough sleep and MC*

My room ish MESSY!! lol

Went out for k session with Teng and Tracy today. Miss Sabrina, she was not here with us today since she went to singapore without told us. Adeii, i really miss my social life. ;(
Chilled a while at chatime then need to back to granny place again. Sorry guys, can't chit chat and have more time to spend with you guys, I really hope to enjoy my time with you guys, but I can't. Why? Because every night I have to be a "private nursing" for my grandmom. She had injured her spine last month, now is waiting HUKM to confirm the date for operation. I dunno how long we still need to wait， but I really pray as soon as possible. My mom was the one who in charge and decide everything, can consider as the family leader among others. But this lead to everyone is rely on her. I knew she was stress enough ady, the only thing i can do is share her burden and help her every night.

Sorry to say that, the elder peoples really hard to satisfy. Granny made us really out of the mood and "pek cek" all the time. What to do? Pray hard for the operation lor... *sigh*

I really dunno what the hell is the government doing? Never look at us who are not affordable to pay for medical fees and even make the patient await for the urgent operation. *double sigh*

Well, the Pejabat Kesihatan came to spot check again. *due to I stay at goverment flat, can't breed dogs, but I DID!* Kena another warning letter, so what? You guys just wanna get money from us for raya is it? Whenever you guys raya or we new year, you will appear suddenly. I'm not racist, I'm blame about the specific group of people! But the main problem is who??? Obviously, the G again.

Now need to pray again, everything can get smooth and move into my new house as soon as possible. ;))

**Continue my coursework...work hard!***

currently, i'm still very very busy about my degree courseworks
one dissertation, two group works, and two more individual works
a lot of research and reading need to be done, somemore need to type out and think how to related this to that *fainted* no time to hanging around anymore *sob*
a day, 24 hours is not enough for me always *sad*
i gotta catch up and work hard! but stress come after me anyways...Arghhh


SAMSUNG GALAXY S II is L.O.V.E ♥




Bought a pair of new shoes~ weeeeeee *release stress purpose*

Quote for today: " busy = tired = not enough time = unlimited tasks = stress "

语无伦次 之一

我就是个不讨长辈喜欢的人
样子嚣张，性格强硬，这是生活逼成的，我没得选
可以选的话，我另愿做个单纯的女生，傻傻的过一辈子
我不能做些什么，只可以当作什么都不知道，不去理会
一边吃饭，一边落泪，而且在大庭广众
哈哈，可笑吧
多么坚强都好，我还是败在情感上
忙碌的生活，上课和照顾家庭，还有一大堆功课，还要陪某人
我睡觉的时间可以说再见了
可惜，身体不争气，很快就累垮了，偏头痛几乎天天来拜访
不睡觉我怕会痛死啊
压力，折磨得我神经兮兮的，脾气来的暴躁
我就来崩溃了，虽然才崩溃没多久，呵呵

想在这个时候得到安慰
他却在这个时候去看电影
我知道他也需要解压
但是每当我需要他的时候，
他却不在
我只能靠自己

太过强势，也是种错
哈哈，做人真是矛盾

Segi High Dean's List Award

I got my high dean's list cert for my diploma stage!
WEEEEEEEEEEEE~
This cert not everyone can get it, it is just for the student who get CGPA 3.5 above.




The girls~

Actually get this reward months ago, just have no time to update my bloggie.
My grandmom issue was settle, just wait for the HUKM to confirm the date for operation.
My studies still on going, stressful life.
Just relax myself from Redang trip with boyfriend few days ago.
Feel good, but tired sial. I need massage~ lol

Oh yeah, Congratz to my bf's gang, Elecoldxhot who won Showndown 2011 champion!
:))

Update more soon~!